The One with Blogging is Therapeutic

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Blogging is a therapeutic outlet for me. So here goes.

I'm hurt.
Out of the loop.
So embarrassed.
I hate that I care what people think of me.
Wishing I could go into details, but again, I care too much about what people think.

Is it me?
Did I do something wrong?
Am I too pessimistic?
Blast being so shy.
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shy.
I think it comes off as being snobby, when really I'm just petrified of what people think. It's a horrible conundrum.
I would rather sit and listen to a conversation for hours on end than have to be apart of it.
I hate being the center of attention and avoid it at all costs.
Wish I was more outgoing.
I was such a loud child. Always got "talks to much" on my report cards.
Then we moved and I became a recluse. (Not blaming you malm and dald - I LOVE Washington :)

Re-evaluating things.
Trying not to care.
Will work on being more open and outgoing and friendly.
Moving on.
Paige Taylor Evans © // Quinn Creatives DESIGN